There are so many thoughts that I’m uncertain about. I don’t know where I want to go and what I want to do. What if I make choices that will cause me to lose what I don’t intend to lose? I keep feeling like something is wrong, but I can’t quite put my finger on it. Other than feeling uncertain, I feel guilty for some reason too. I’m not prepared to make these decisions. Why can’t we just go back in time? :[